when love meets time...

when love meets time... by Dave

Last very late night, I was enlightened by a phone call from a special old friend that made my mind was a blank for some reason. I just lay there in my bed numb from the gloom and double thinking. Everything looked like a scene from a movie but the coming ending was that it was a reality.
A few years passed by, I became to realize that this wasn’t merely about feeling, emotion and intention, on one specific situation but a dilemma between our lifestyle, overall philosophy even marriage concept. I was deeply confused and somehow felt hurt that was an impact on me personally. As I helplessly recollect those bygones and started to ask myself what I could do. Yes, I could make breaking up easily and enjoy my single life or perhaps I could make one night stand with a hooker. But is that all I can do as an everyman? I remembered the song-‘i love you’ by David, which I’ve always known about its melody and lyric but never fully understood how it applied to me or how I could put it into reality, in fact, I have attempted and taken pains to figure out, but in vain. I knew one thing for sure and that was I couldn’t act as if nothing had happened, the world is different place today and so are we than it was six years ago or even one year ago and I simply couldn’t envision myself keeping on this relationship only for ideal purposes that didn’t reflect the struggle we live in.

Even so, I’ve always seen it as a responsibility and privilege but also as a gift, therefore, I still hold even more meaning to me as I believe it is a gift of love and hope. And I firmly believe that love is what we need in each other nowadays.

阿菲小传

 

风景么蓝天白云，彩虹夕阳，椰树蕉丛，面朝大海，太阳吃饱；人么又小有黑，又懒又奴，又乱又发眼，伢儿么乱生，只国家的文化其实我还是不大弄的林清。

 

打仗打了么人死了旁边啊有的，洪水来逃难啊有的，闪电落来人么就同避雷针噶的，人么默默黑，钞票么被抢去。个日子过的来同炉烧板鸭儿噶的。

 

同5个ORC苦工MF分矿噶的，都红血回来。然后叫声 "Why you poking me again？Why don't you lead an army instead of touching me? Poke, poke, poke, is that all you do?Me so horned, me hurt you long time!"

 

 

 

天使

——《为爱而生》

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使

 

 

“山谷幽深杖策寻，

   归来日色已西沉。

   雪涛怒击玲珑石，

   洗尽人间丝竹音。”

 

小犬离家出走，大悲！

 

之前都没时间好好陪她游戏游戏，也没带她去遛过。惭愧！

 

以后回家不再有的被亲热了，孤零零的小鬼在外头太可怜了，十分担心和想念她，几乎忘了她咬坏过N样家具，还在床上MC！

 

谁知！居然被奶奶当晚在小区的游乐场找到，明显是受过委屈了，白毛变灰毛，心酸。

 

一早见它在家了，感觉实在太滋润了，好比找到了丢失的孩子。一见我，她马上扑上来添个不停，滚来滚去。i am so sorry！

 

runaway

 

弱智人

那是一个10岁男孩的父亲。他本来有很好的家庭，妻子贤淑、美丽，他创业艰难但很带劲。妻子怀孕了，他们期待一个健壮、聪明的孩子。可惜，造化弄人。有一天，他因为忙碌没去接妻子，妻子因为不想花钱娇惯自己就没打车，结果，摔了一跤。孩子出生了，谁也没想到，虎头虎脑的儿子，却天生弱智。医生说孩子在妈妈肚子里，碰坏了脑神经。

 

他们是恩爱夫妻，一对因为深爱对方而忍不住责备自己疏忽的好人，他们都觉得是自己的一念之差给对方和孩子带来了厄运，每当看到这个不幸的孩子，两个人都会深深地感到再不能彼此面对。他们小心翼翼地商量着离婚，丈夫固执地留下孩子，妻子执拗不过，黯然出国。丈夫关闭公司，转去炒股票，为的是能有自由支配的时间照顾儿子；妻子辛苦打工，每个月寄回血汗钱，为了能让丈夫少些劳累，让孩子多一点经济保障。他们都没有再婚。采访这位父亲那天，瘦小的孩子也在，他不时地对父亲提出各种要求，所有的要求都围绕着一个小人儿最基本的需要，都用一个字表达，比如“渴”、“累”、“困”等等。每当他提出要求，父亲就会抱歉地对我笑笑，忙不迭地去满足他。然后，孩子抱着他的大玩具娃娃坐在父亲身边，一派天真无邪。

 

我问这位父亲，长久以来，和这样的孩子一起生活，有没有特别的烦躁？有没有特别的感慨？他是个慈祥的父亲，我这样问时，他把正打盹的孩子搂在怀里，轻轻地拍。他想了想，告诉我，他从没烦躁过，并不因为父子的血缘或者身为父亲的责任，而是因为感动，被这个总让别人叫成“小傻子”的儿子感动。

他举了两个例子。每天，都是儿子把他叫醒，总在同一个时间，儿子在他耳朵边上轻轻地说一个字——起，比闹钟还准时。每当他懒得做饭，把儿子带进一家餐厅，儿子都会在坐下的那一刻拉拉爸爸的手，小声说一个字——贵。他问我：“你说，他傻吗？我觉得不。他只是生活在一个我们不了解的世界，可能我们到达不了那个地方，所以觉得他有问题。其实，在那个世界里，他和我们一样正常。”